I've never really given much thought to having children. Or eggs, I suppose. I suppose when my father was still around the subject might come up, but now? Especially when I go home? Where do you even make room for that?
...I also just. Don't know how you think about doing that knowing you're going to have to carry on worrying about someone else for so much of your life from then on.
[ A 'hm' but it's clear something just isn't connecting for him. ]
This flood is ridiculous, and I'm not even taking part in it.
[ He probably wouldn't normally be thinking this hard about it, but eggs are probably more adjacent to this topic for him than they are for humans.
He's been in the presence of the egg that Bodhi Rook is taking care of. Once. That was long enough for him to decide he would be camping out in his cabin even if he weren't sick. ]
[ Freeza would probably not look into making a career of that. He doesn't say certain words easily, only really driven to it in the heat of the moment and feeling a fool when it happens. But he knows how to tell his partner he needs him. He knows how to coax more words out of him, how to praise and at least try to reciprocate when he gets what he wants.
This would have been better in person. Where he could kiss him. Be held. And not have to conclude everything by his own manipulation? But hearing him was enough, and he came out of it at little surprised at himself, but satisfied -- one could hear that in his breathing, that he was breathing, and the little tremble in it. He might even have some minutes left before he comes down far enough to stop being outwardly sentimental. ]
[Marty's not prone to phone, or communicator, sex either. He likes being with his partners, where he can touch them. Sure, a bit of dirty talk or flirting is fun to set the mood, to spice things up, but not as the main event.
But it had been good. Freeza had known just what to say to wring gasps of pleasure out of him and send him over the edge. He takes a couple of minutes to get his breathing back to regular before he can talk, too.]
Though that will suffice -- however different it was.
[ The closest he will venture toward asking if he did that correctly. Or if that was even a correct thing to do. Maybe that's why he went ahead with it -- it seemed transgressive, in its own way.
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Re: Audio
Date: 2020-09-18 12:59 pm (UTC)Re: Audio
Date: 2020-09-18 05:23 pm (UTC)...I also just. Don't know how you think about doing that knowing you're going to have to carry on worrying about someone else for so much of your life from then on.
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Date: 2020-09-20 01:57 am (UTC)Re: Audio
Date: 2020-09-20 01:59 am (UTC)I have no real context, outside of it just being something that's expected, eventually. How do you know when it's time?
[ How long did your parents pressure you to give them grandchildren before you capitulated, Marty. ]
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Date: 2020-09-20 02:12 am (UTC)[Oh, all four grandparents had tried. But he and Maggie were too stubborn to just give in.]
Re: Audio
Date: 2020-09-20 02:48 am (UTC)This flood is ridiculous, and I'm not even taking part in it.
[ He probably wouldn't normally be thinking this hard about it, but eggs are probably more adjacent to this topic for him than they are for humans.
He's been in the presence of the egg that Bodhi Rook is taking care of. Once. That was long enough for him to decide he would be camping out in his cabin even if he weren't sick. ]
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Date: 2020-09-20 02:54 am (UTC)[He's got kind of joint custody, but it's still weird. It's an egg. It shouldn't be making noise.]
Re: Audio
Date: 2020-09-20 02:58 am (UTC)I know this must be awkward to talk about, but half our conversations feel that way, so I'm honestly never completely certain.
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Date: 2020-09-20 03:37 am (UTC)Re: Audio
Date: 2020-09-20 03:41 am (UTC)[That should not cheer him up as much as it does.]
Re: Audio --> Later
Date: 2020-09-21 03:09 am (UTC)This would have been better in person. Where he could kiss him. Be held. And not have to conclude everything by his own manipulation? But hearing him was enough, and he came out of it at little surprised at himself, but satisfied -- one could hear that in his breathing, that he was breathing, and the little tremble in it. He might even have some minutes left before he comes down far enough to stop being outwardly sentimental. ]
It's cold here without you.
Re: Audio --> Later
Date: 2020-09-21 03:21 am (UTC)But it had been good. Freeza had known just what to say to wring gasps of pleasure out of him and send him over the edge. He takes a couple of minutes to get his breathing back to regular before he can talk, too.]
I miss you, too.
Re: Audio --> Later
Date: 2020-09-21 03:30 am (UTC)Though that will suffice -- however different it was.
[ The closest he will venture toward asking if he did that correctly. Or if that was even a correct thing to do. Maybe that's why he went ahead with it -- it seemed transgressive, in its own way.
A little chuckle. ]
Re: Audio --> Later
Date: 2020-09-21 03:39 am (UTC)[It's definitely not the standard way to do it, but it's better than nothing. Much better.]
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Date: 2020-09-21 03:54 am (UTC)The gym's more or less back to normal. I've been working out again.
Re: Audio --> Later
Date: 2020-09-21 04:01 am (UTC)No. I mean --
[ He swallows. ]
You wanted me to be far more discreet, at first. You explained that people back where you come from would respond with violence to such a thing. Yes?
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